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[19 Nov 2003|09:38am] |
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SOAR throat |
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joydrop - metasexual - track 6 |
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This thing is so annoying to use... damnit!
tired.
I've been having weird dreams. Sometimes they're so lucid (life-like) that I don't realize they aren't until later on, AFTER I've been awake for a while O__o.
Lately, I've been edgy. I'm so afraid that I'm going to lose Blake. How many people before him have told me the same things and then left me. I feel that he is different, that he is real, but my fears still exist, every persistant and looming. He's noticed,hell everyone ahs, how edgy I've been and he asked me what was wrong. I couldn't say, but somehow he knew. I feel better now. I don't want him to ever leave me... but part of me just wants him to be happy and that part says to myself that if he ever does leave me, it's ok if he'll be happy. Then the other side argues back that I want to be the one he's happy with for forever...
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[01 Nov 2003|11:59am] |
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music |
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Blue Man Group |
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I love how "1" and "2" can be combined to make an "R" ... "12" ... see it? Good.
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